me myself and I

So I have anger issues. Many have called me a bitch. I mean I already knew that. I like to think of myself as honest, not a bitch. And despite some parts of my life, I'm pretty principled. I care about people more than you'd imagine, and I try to be there for everyone. I try to be a good person, on the whole. It sucks that everyone's always trying to screw me over. I'm trying to focus on school though. Med school here I come. (Yes I've recently had a change in direction. Med school over journalism. Oh well.) I'm done with people though, especially the annoying ones. You wouldn't believe how much I don't care what people think about me. I'm doing me, I'm doing my own thing. I'm not trying to make anyone else happy. As long as I'm happy I'm good. You'd be surprised at how cathartic a way of living that is.

I'm sorry that this is a little more of a personal post than usual. I'll post about cute shoes or something next post. I just felt like getting a little personal, and, hell, downright selfish. I'm tired of being selfless, so this is what the world gets now. But even as selfless as I am...I'm still a great person; I'm still a person who cares. Even selfish, I'm more selfless than 90% of people in the world.

glad you came.

I know it's been forever. School's been rough, and I've had a lot going on personally over the last few months, which I'm not really going to talk about (in brief: school's not going so hot, I'm officially, properly single again, and I pretty much lost my best friend in the process since we can't stop fighting, and he doesn't even want to talk to me anymore). But I'm not trying to make excuses. Or go into detail. I do however want to dive right into this post.

Short updates first though: I'm obsessed with 'The Wanted'. I'm loving some of their songs, like 'Glad You Came' (obviously. and yes I know it's about orgasms. I generally choose to overlook that fact.), 'Gold Forever', and 'Chasing the Sun'. I can't stop listening to all of them, ahhh. AND it doesn't hurt that they're so hot. Especially George and Siva.... mmm. (I'm also kind of obsessed with Lil Wayne's song 'Mirror', which has a pretty cool, artistic music video. Check it out. And I couldn't get 'Rack City' by Tyga out of my head for a while - the remix is better than the original) ... yes I've had interesting music choices lately. Since this post is getting kind of long, I'm going to throw in a music video of the Wanted's song, 'Gold Forever' - definitely worth listening to.

We can rule the world someday, somehow
But we'll never be as bright as we are now
Some days stay gold forever.